let him know - dedicated to happygrass

it is so unfair that he who loves, who cares and who sacrifices have the loves taken away from him. Many people who don't love, don't care and don't sacrifice have loves flooding their lives. It is he who shows me an undying, selfless love but time and again, love does seem to fail him ... and i too, i too who is guilty of exacerbating this situation. I sent him my love but then I stopped ... it broke his heart but he refused to stop loving me ... love holds him back from achieving many things but he never questions ... never feels that is unfair. Sometimes, he says he wants to change a bit, to be a little bit stronger but then, he admits that this is the way he has been and will always be ... let him be ... let him be ... please let no evil touch him ... please send him love ... please embrace him in your heart. I am sorry for the things I have done to him but I always want to be his friend. Please let him not be scared that I am only pitying him because I'm not ... for one reason or another, he has been a part of my life and a part of my soul. What he has done has changed my life ... If the book of my life is ever written, there will be one chapter named after him ... Please let him know that I always care for him ... not in the same way as how I did in the past but ... I still care for him ... Let him know I may be a little bit cold and nonchalant and I rarely replied sms but he is in my thought when I pray ... Let him know I will be strong for him and he should be strong too ... Let him know his life is one of the most worth-living life I've ever known ... Let him know as long as we both live, he can always call me up and I will be there for him ... because he is my friend ...